spike (spikenheimer) wrote,

i sense a great disturbance in the force...

woke up this morning and realized i did not feel 100% in true form. i don't feel unhealthy, other than the typical sinus issues that summer air / airco transitions give me every year... and i feel relatively happy and in a positive mental state.

so what is it? not really sure. if i knew i would tell you. i think at some level i'm in a flux state where i'm trying to figure out what i really want in life. i think it all came about during talks with my friend jess who is pondering a big change in her sporadically nomadic life. our talks i think got my unconscious thinking again about what i really want. in life, in love, etc.

don't get me wrong. i love my life. i have great friends, great hobbies and the incredibly luck to be able to have 168 hours of free time a week. ok not really 168. more like... 156. (had to subtract derby and band practice).

i don't know what it is...

*update* ok... i just got off the phone with a friend of mine offering me a chance at a job. its seriously tempting. i dunno though. its a serious time commitment that impacts 6 of those already taken hours as well as a couple dozen of the free ones...
its seriously tempting. and at this point i've committed myself to talking it over with the company and seeing where things go.

interestingly enough, theres been a few jobs i've had that have been dropped in my lap. those have been the best jobs... so...

*update 2* i want to shoot gmail. i'm 10 min late to pick someone up and gmail is not lettin me send an important email. WTF
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